1. i have been sad often lately
2. had a conversation re cutting yesterday, the friend couldn’t understand why people did, in attempt to explain i said something along the lines of ‘you get these impulses and you try to control them then one day you can’t” then gave up entirely b/c it’s not something you can explain
3. i keep listening your playlist from october twenty twelve. how things have changed, and yet not
4. before i left for brunch today i wore my key for the first time, and you lifted your head and said “i guess it’s not a circle kind of day today huh” and i said “it’s cos you’re not coming” but what i really wanted to say was “no it really isnt”
all the folding
time to fold again
i knew it’d come
sooner or later
some days i feel very alone.
today, is one of them.
hello it has been awhile
collect jar of happy memories
three six five diary to better remember my time with you
note the books i’ve read each month
spend more time with people i care
but you’ve been good for so long